It is 2:43am EST, and I am laying on my matress, is boxers with black eyeliner smeared down my face. My room is a mess and I have finished of 3liters of soda in one day. I, to be honest, I just don't give a fuck. I have spent my life making plans: Harvard, Parsons, NYU, etc.... School and then work and then no life. I don't want that right now, I don't want to plan I want to party....
All my blog so far have been planned, made in my head before I write. I try to be grammaticaly correct and make full paragraphs and Blah Blah Blah. Fuck it for now. I want freedom. I want Skins. Skins UK!!!! Not the MTV bullshit.
The way I dress you would think I partied today. No, I had therapy at starbucks and the mall, and then rocked my ass off in my room to Semi Precious Weapons. Keep up like this and I won't get a job and I will end up a HOBO on the NYC street. But even though I can't pay my rent, but I'm fucking gorgeous ^_^
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